Thoughts and Stuff.

So according to wikipedia “Bell Block is a town in Taranaki…1 km from the outer edge of New Plymouth”.

WHAT IS THIS???

And to think, people from Auckland had to tell me I didnt actually live in New Plymouth.
I think my childhood is now tainted. Thanks guys.

However this weekend was actually really fun, bar the constant spacing out I had due to lack of sleep.
Weather was AMAZING and eating out of disposable plates with disposabe cutlery and disposable cups meant minimal cleanup. SCORE. But I think the environment now hates me.

These last few days have been so full on, its no wonder I ended up waking at 3.30pm today. Worst feeling in the world btw, I feel so unproductive right now. 

But anyway, the very first thing that I noticed when I came back home was that mum and dad bought a new 55 inch tv. Why do they get all the cool stuff when I leave? Watching stuff on that is such a contrast to the tv we had back at the apartment. I can actually see people’s faces. Like woah.

I’m gonna miss that apartment, leaving it was pretty surreal. I actually teared up while I was hugging bonita on that last day. Felt like such a dick. But like what she said in her last blog, everything just came flooding in at that moment and reality finally hit. It sucked.

Packing was such a mission, I didn’t realise just how much stuff I had accumulated during the year. We ended up stuffing things in every little gap we could find, ie under the boot cover where the spare tyre is, which made unpacking that much more fun. But man I had so much crap I’m surprised it fit in the car, it was like playing tetris according to ying. Wish I took a photo.

Ps. Spot a whitie is the funnest game if you’re ever in otahuhu. I’m not racist I swear.

Finally remembered to sync my ipod tonight!

Today I was really looking forward to listening to all this new music that I put in my playlist the night before but I forgot to press the sync button. Itunes can be such a bitch sometimes!

Thats the only good thing about studying for ridiculous amounts of hours. I get to catch up on all this music I’ve been meaning to listen to.
Been listening to Brooke Fraser’s new album on repeat these past few days. It’s really good! It’s one of the few albums I can listen to fully without feeling the urge to press skip for some of the songs. 

“When I’m bright as the sun, and you’re high as a kite, we are daughters, sons, brothers and sisters tonight at Coachella, Coacheeeeeella”    zomg I especially love this song, I’ve played it 17 times in the past 3 days apparently. 

I must look like such a dork when I study, I’m one of those annoying people who mouth out the lyrics when listening to music, but ugh I can’t help it…

Also been listening to The xx, finally, after a friend recommended them to me at like the start of the year. Perfect study music as well because I have no idea what they’re saying most of the time. 

Bleurgh I do not look forward to tomorrow, 10+ hours in the engineering library without eating a proper meal. Again. I’m so gonna binge eat after exams and gain back all the weight that I think I’ve unintentionally lost due to lack of eating. It’s gonna be awesome. 

Yeah…I’ve come to the realisation that everytime that I know that I’ve lost weight I end up eating really unhealthy (but delicious) food afterwards because I can justify it i.e. I’ll only end up gaining back the weight that I had lost. But then that goes on for a while and I end up gaining more weight than what I had originally lost. Make sense? Probably not. But anyway, my logic is that losing weight leads to gaining weight. This applies only for weirdos like me obviously. Gah why am I even talking about this? I’m not one to really care about weight or whatever, cos eating yummy food = +happy. Lack of eating yummy food = -happy, and the aim is to be positive right?

K that’s enough procrastinating. Need to sleep. 

Side rant: The lovely tutors in 204 decided to post an excel file on cecil which contained students marks, and next to our marks was our ID number, upi AND full name. WTF??!!! Privacy please!

I can just imagine it.

My mum having a cry from the sudden realisation that all her children are now in their twenty’s. TWENTY’S!! GAHHHHH

I’m a big kid now >_<

Coffee doesn’t work, I’m still tired. (observation: coffee makes my pee smell weird. tmi?) I have a test tomorrow that Ive pretty much given up on. Its on one of those topics where you don’t actually know what you’re studying, as in no matter how many examples you go through you still don’t know if you’re getting the questions right or not.

Its lame. The notes are confusing as with no flow so I don’t even know what theyre on about half the time. Ramble ramble ramble.

I think I’m getting delirious. I swear if something mildly amusing happens right know I’ll end up cracking up like a crazy person. Yeah, I’m in one of those states.

Headache go awayyyyy. Maybe it was the coffee. Never drinking it at 12am again.

Damn I realised I haven’t eaten any fruit today. I wana eat an orange right now but I’ve already brushed my teeth and I cbf brushing them again. Ah dilemmas.

I should stop talking in acronyms.

Emo period is over FINALLY (I was feeling a bit sad/shitty/moody/ today, it sucked balls!). I’m feeling better now though, turns out going for a walk helped clear my head a bit and made me feel less trapped. Living as a student alone and away from family gets to me sometimes, today being one of those rare days unfortunately. Blah OVER IT though, just gota (wo)MAN UP sometimes!

I found my wallet hooray! turns out I just left it on someone else’s table =) 

And tomorrow I really have to need to find a ball dress, the first slightly decent one I find I’m just gonna buy it, I honestly don’t care anymore. As long as I’m wearing something other than jeans then I’m sorted.
To wear chucks to the ball or no chucks? Maybe I’ll just bring them with me so my feet won’t feel like they’re getting the life sucked out of them from wearing heels.

Oh yeah, The Human Centipede is utter SHIT (see what I did there? lame jokes ftw). Like the worst movie EVER. When he stuck his finger in that girls mouth full of pus that was it. That was my breaking point. I mean for those who have watched it I sympathise with you. Can we please get our 1 and a half hours back??
I guess it’s one of those pop culture things though. At least when someone references it I’ll understand what they’re on about so something positive did come out of watching that low budget, horribly acted in, film!
The characters that the girls play are such idiots btw, I mean who falls into a pool? HONESTLY 

I’ll tell you what a good film is though, The Blind Side. I was a bit skeptical at first because oscar nominated films usually aren’t my thing, either they’re too boring or too deep (as in I don’t understand the message of the film) but this film was pretty all right. More than all right actually, I should have said pretty AWESOME.

I feel bloated, I shouldn’t have eaten that Kit Kat bar so fast. What ball diet??